dilemma

i feel like crying..
i dont know ..
people tend to treat me like i'm a slave n like i'm nobody...and you can simply make fun of me and my situation....as if i dont have any opinion, feelings n waterface.
treating me like i dont exist, but in the meantime, burden me with your things and works..
n of coz, the bad talkings u did..purposely or not..
i'm the one who have to shield myself from your mental tortures n bad comments..
like i'm a person with no feelings at all..i'm a human...
oh come on people...
if u dont like to stay n be around the people u hated the most, so do I ..
if u are not comfortable to be around the person who 24-7 bad mouthing n judging u, so do I..
then, why cant u understand my situation?
if the -ve auras are dominant than the +ve, why should i stay there?
if its beacuse of my job, then, i have to take the responsiblility, but dont simply look it as a chance for you to condemn myself if i lack the knowledge etc..
and pls try to understand others..
put yourself in their shoes....
i nearly lost faith that the world still have the good n kind hearted people..
after all this while, i thought i am strong enough to take the pressure...
n some how, those bad people will learn their lessons..
maybe i just need to be silent n accept all those wrong doings and the pain, and pray that the persons responsible will finally realize the bad things they have done to me n my life..
but, the thruth is, world n life just dont work that way..