email sentap dr KJ

haha..pinjam istilah sentap dr bloggger2 hebat..

my ex superviosr (sv) masa master dolu sudah naik pangkat jadik ketua jabatan..

as far as i'm concern, she is very considerate and understanding person..

nak jadik cerita, tetiba last week dapat email dr kj yg buat ain tersentap kejap..

isi email yg straight to the point dgn 4 soklan menusuk kalbu ...huhuhu..

basically tanya pasal progress phd..dok buat apa (research) sekarang, bila nak abis, bila mau balik bertugas, bla bla bla...

memikirkan yg kj mmg understanding orgnya, ain pikir it was basically her concerns on my progress that has driven her to send the mail..

i am guessing there might be other factors that triggered her to send me the email, if that was not out of concern..

factor 1 : more to her concern..realizing that i took longer than buat phd to finish up my master...kena trcak ain nyer progress ni...

factor 2 : 1. rizal (tutor satu jabatn dah nak berangkat balik--dah abis master (2 thn), itu kot tetiba trigger pasal progress ain yg lebih dolu mai wat reserach d uwa nih)

factor no 3 : ujung2 tahun ni, banyak kot review progress staff

factor 4 : org lain maybe dok tanya kj, so she need to provide the answer...

OK..ain pikir positif ja..yg mana yg dah lepas tu, tak dapat ain nak ubah..

ain reply email itu dgn sebaik boleh, dikepilkan dgn segala attcahment progress report and poster copy yg ain ada..

doa ain semoga phd journey ain lebih berjaya....

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mutiara hidup...

Musuh utama manusia adalah dirinya sendiri,
Kegagalan utama manusia adalah kesombongannya.

Kebodohan utama manusia,
Adalah sifat menipunya.

Kesedihan utama manusia,
Adalah rasa iri hatinya.

Kesalahan utama manusia,
Adalah mencampakkan dirinya,
Dan orang lain.

Sifat manusia yg terpuji adalah rendah hati,
Sifat manusia yang paling diuji adalah semangatnya,
Kehancuran terbesar manusia adalah putus asa,
Harta utama manusia adalah kesihatan.

Hutang terbesar manusia adalah sifat berkeluh-kesah,
dan tidak memiliki kebijaksanaan,
Ketenteraman manusia adalah,
Suka bersedekah dan beramal.

Segala pekerjaan mudah untuk dilakukan kecuali satu hal,
Memahami apa adanya tanpa mempersoalkan 'kekurangannya'.

Sebagaimana diri kita, demikian juga makhluk lain,
Sebagaimana makhluk lain, demikian juga diri kita.

Dengan memikirkan mereka, dengan membandingkan mereka,
Tidak seharusnya kita saling berselisih, bertengkar,
Dan membunuh atau menyebabkan hal itu.

*Dipetik dari majalah Blues.


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Dil Kya Kare (1999) w/ Eng Sub - Hindi Movie - Part 16 (Last)

mlm minggu layan cerita hindi kat youtube...

dan..

tak pernah tak tersentuh bila tgk part ni..
jiwang betul tgk cerita kajol n ajay ni...

maal hijrah

it is a fight to leave the old bad habits..

but i have to really implement and understand the word SACRIFICE, PRESERVERANCE, HARSHIP, NO WEAK WILL..

and hope that everthings will pay back some day..someday...

Ya Allah, tolonglah hambamu yg lemah ni...

ups and downs...

i am currently byk kat DOWN instead of UP...

lom ada byk pencaapaian..lom boleh ada satu tepuk di bahu sendiri..

i need to be more productive!!

finishing within time---doakan daku!!!!!!!!!!!!

wanna share a link that been forwarded to my email today..

Factors Contributing to "Failure " of Sponsored PhD candidates to finish within the specified time

The MOHE grant was given to a group of academics to study the factors as well as the impact of sponsored academics to finish their PhD’s in the specified time. The study covered the time period 2000-2010. The method of data gathering was by issuing questionnaire as well as interviews. The respondents were the candidates, DVC, Deans and officers in charge of the study leave. For detailed analysis, refer to the report of Grant KPT 9003-00195.The study concludes that:

1. Those who studied overseas managed to complete their studies earlier than those who did so in local universities (4.3 years as opposed to 4.7 years)
2. Other secondary factors are attitude, health, and environmental
3. 35.5% found difficulty in writing chapters 4-6 (analysis, discussion and conclusion) and therefore could not complete within the time
4. 3 years is too short a time. 78.4% of respondents want this to be revised. Need and criteria depend on programme and the supervisor involved.
5. For those who completed the degree, the important contributing factors are preparation prior to study, the supervisor and self discipline are all contributing factors.

(The total number of respondents were 653)

refer here---:>http://jauharkalam.blogspot.com/2010/11/factors-contributing-to-failure-of.html

kata2 pembuka senyum..eh..semangat!!

Laughter is a fantastic antidote to energy slump

musim bunga .....

ni bunga pa hah?

tumbuh tepi jalan ja..

mencari balik gambar2 tahun 2008..mana ntah pegi?

writing prob

selalu ain ada problem bila mai bab writing..

horror ajer bila nak buat even 1 paragraph results mahupun literature review...

teringat betapa bertahun tahun lamanya menulis dgn puluhan malahan mungkin ratusan edisi draft ngan jutaan proses edit sana cut sini, copy n paste n alter sana sini...

horror lagik bila teringat direction dan penceritaan tesis bertukar 360 darjah pabila keputusan tak menepati hipotesis..

apakah motivasi n langkah yg boleh dipraktikkan utk atasi horror nak nulis n writer's block itu?

yg ain tahu...ain avoid writing because of my trauma n that the way of supervision of my current sv is completely different 360 degree to that of my previous sv during my master journey...that is in the way of me getting their feedbacks...masa master tak sampai 2 minggu mmg dah dapat balik feedback..

sv sekarang sibuk kat admin work....i rarely get feedbacks of my writing (tulih literature review ja yg paling habih pun).....

so, what must i do?

all these research works need some black and white (write up la...apo lagik!!)

pls pls pls..what must i do?

lesson lerant from msc journey : lesson 1

lesson 1: do not fear to fail

ain selalu trauma bila cerita pasal master...i mean i've always pictured myself as a failure...due to my horrible terrible msc journey..

sejak zaman gelap master, i dont have the confident anymore...

a good start in the msc didnt promise a better and smooth sailing research journey...i've lerant that...so, till now, though i am now in my 2nd yr phd candidature, i am still having this trauma n cant take myself out from the 'failure' suit...

i am scared...

but, i'd rather have a not so msmooth sailing, asalkan ia membawa kejayaan at the end of my journey..maybe failure cuma satu ujian utk buat ain lebih tabah...n push us to try harder n do better...

Allah Maha Mengetahui...

thus, I am going to take this journey as positive i can ...

think positive

i will try to be positive n get rid of the negative auras that are dominant in me..

i will work harder....

more motivational n revision n more of lesson learnt will be included here...

harapnya more corage, more success, and more positive outcomes will appear...

7 SECRETS

nak share...

the seven secrets of highly successful research students

1. care and maintenance of your supervisor
2. write and show as you go
3. be realistic
4. say no to distractions
5. it's a job
6. get help
7. you can do it

~~~~~taken from thinkwell..

all the best!!

dolu2

senyuman n kegembiraan masa muda...




miss u all!!

kata2 hikmah dr rakan2 facebook..

pinjam ayat2 best motivational dr status facebook kengkawan..

ni yg suka facebook ni...indirectly motivate n share the positive attitude

~It is important to work hard/smart, but it is much more important to be happy..~

Besar kurniaan Allah apabila kita berjaya suka apa yang kita buat. Jika tidak gembira dengan kerja, itulah 'neraka dunia'. Sabar dan cubalah menyukainya dengan disiplin, agar dapat Syurga Akhirat - Abu Saif

Every Choice is like a basket contains both Pleasure and Pain. When u pick up the basket,u get everything inside. If you choose to overeat, u get the pleasure of food, and the Pain of weight gain.If you choose to spend more than you earn, you get the Pleasure of acquisitions, and the pain of debt.. A STRONG CHOICE adds more Pleasure than Pain to ur life,increases your Happiness while a weak choice is other way round.

yg bawah ni yg paling best...:)

Bersabarlah wahai hati dalam menunggu tiba datangnya ketentuan Allah (Siti, 2010), kerana Dia sahaja yang tahu, samada datangnya ia dengan kadar cepat atau lambat (Ain, 2007)...

Reference:
Siti. 2010. Weii bila nak abis belajar nih. Curtin Uni, WA.
Ain, 2007. Sabor Siti. Universiti Putra Malaysia.

beza dolu n sekarang (+ve -ve)

dolu2, ain pikir n percaya yg ain ni seorang yg ceria..

though lack of self confidence, i just didnt care less...
i am happy with who I am...
i didnt have to aim n target too high, coz it just not my way..

i was happy to do things at my own pace...achiening my own targets..
didnt have to compete with anyone, but myself...

but when i read the previous blog entries from my yahoo 360 blog (blogging way back dr zaman master) and from this blog, i came to realize that i wasnt the happy girl like i used to be at schools...

masters journey have changed me in every way i can think of..

blame not...maybe diri terlalu fragile at that time..

so, muhasabah diri..

and here i am again..cheerful than ever...
enjoying life n phd research (harap semaunya lancar sampai ke sudah)
though pening kepala ngan phd journey, but at least i did not lose myself anymore..

dah nekad takkan biar diri terganggu dgn apa jua cabaran yg mendatang ms phd ni..

let bygone be bygone

blog ni dolu2 create sbg tempat lepaskan perasaan...

but right now, i want to forget the 'remarkable' master years and carry on my life without having to be too negative, emotional etc...