dreaming BIG..

I am not a big dreamer...

Haruslah ain mengaku yg ain ni bekerja dan bergerak ikut keadaan semasa..ain tak pandang jauh...
tidak mimpi yg besar2..tidak punya matlamat besar2an dan tidak punya perancangan masa depan yg details etc..

I work and play as the day come..taking the day as it comes. A step at the time...

En hubby penah memberi komen yg ain perlu bermimpi besar..sementelah dialah org yg paling paham diri ain..dia tahu sikap ain yg tidak bermimpi besar ni takkan membawa ain lebih jauh jika terus-terusan ain tak ambik endah akan matlamat dan hala tuju diri sendiri , katakan 5 tahun, 10 dan 20 tahun akan datang.

Seriously, tak penah pun terlintas utk ain pursue phd ni...cita2ain cuma ingin menjadik cikgu..tapi, memikirkan bapak ain yg mahu anaknya beroleh kerjaya yg lebih baik drpdnya, ain upgrade cita2 kpd menjadik seorang pensyrah...

Cukup di situ...takdernyer pikir lagik tinggi utk memegang jawatan dlm tampuk pentadbiran etc...

Niat ain n minat ain cuma ingin mengajar jer...tapi, pesyarah pun kena buat research...ok..akur di situ..

N writing..? alamakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. Ni yg eden lemahhhhhhhhhhhh ni...

Jika tiada syarat utk seorg pernsyrah perlu ada phd, mungin sampai ke sudah pun ain takkan buat phd (kalo tak disuruh)
—i know..teruk kan?

Ain sedar ain agak ketinggalan in terms of publuication and academic achievements mahupun career achievements berbanding rakan yg lain..jawatan pun masih berstatus sementara..publication tarak...achievement lain pun yilek...
Dah almost 8 tahun d upm pun, masih lom ada satu paper ain yg ain hantar utk publish..

So, talking about dreaming big.. i am taking my husband’s advice on trying to dream big...
I am hoping that year 2011 will bring new meaning to myself for dreaming big this year...

Yes, i think that is the motivation right now.. i need to set a target (which i don’t normally) from now on.. well at least dreaming of some achievements this year, if not for 5 years etc.. try to work and aim for this year first..we’ll see the progress...

Kalo dizinkan Allah dan dipermudahkan segala urusan, harapnya sinar kejayaan akan menunggu at the end of this long phd tunnel ....

Doakan ain yer...

email sentap dr KJ

haha..pinjam istilah sentap dr bloggger2 hebat..

my ex superviosr (sv) masa master dolu sudah naik pangkat jadik ketua jabatan..

as far as i'm concern, she is very considerate and understanding person..

nak jadik cerita, tetiba last week dapat email dr kj yg buat ain tersentap kejap..

isi email yg straight to the point dgn 4 soklan menusuk kalbu ...huhuhu..

basically tanya pasal progress phd..dok buat apa (research) sekarang, bila nak abis, bila mau balik bertugas, bla bla bla...

memikirkan yg kj mmg understanding orgnya, ain pikir it was basically her concerns on my progress that has driven her to send the mail..

i am guessing there might be other factors that triggered her to send me the email, if that was not out of concern..

factor 1 : more to her concern..realizing that i took longer than buat phd to finish up my master...kena trcak ain nyer progress ni...

factor 2 : 1. rizal (tutor satu jabatn dah nak berangkat balik--dah abis master (2 thn), itu kot tetiba trigger pasal progress ain yg lebih dolu mai wat reserach d uwa nih)

factor no 3 : ujung2 tahun ni, banyak kot review progress staff

factor 4 : org lain maybe dok tanya kj, so she need to provide the answer...

OK..ain pikir positif ja..yg mana yg dah lepas tu, tak dapat ain nak ubah..

ain reply email itu dgn sebaik boleh, dikepilkan dgn segala attcahment progress report and poster copy yg ain ada..

doa ain semoga phd journey ain lebih berjaya....

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love to share mutiara kata...

mutiara hidup...

Musuh utama manusia adalah dirinya sendiri,
Kegagalan utama manusia adalah kesombongannya.

Kebodohan utama manusia,
Adalah sifat menipunya.

Kesedihan utama manusia,
Adalah rasa iri hatinya.

Kesalahan utama manusia,
Adalah mencampakkan dirinya,
Dan orang lain.

Sifat manusia yg terpuji adalah rendah hati,
Sifat manusia yang paling diuji adalah semangatnya,
Kehancuran terbesar manusia adalah putus asa,
Harta utama manusia adalah kesihatan.

Hutang terbesar manusia adalah sifat berkeluh-kesah,
dan tidak memiliki kebijaksanaan,
Ketenteraman manusia adalah,
Suka bersedekah dan beramal.

Segala pekerjaan mudah untuk dilakukan kecuali satu hal,
Memahami apa adanya tanpa mempersoalkan 'kekurangannya'.

Sebagaimana diri kita, demikian juga makhluk lain,
Sebagaimana makhluk lain, demikian juga diri kita.

Dengan memikirkan mereka, dengan membandingkan mereka,
Tidak seharusnya kita saling berselisih, bertengkar,
Dan membunuh atau menyebabkan hal itu.

*Dipetik dari majalah Blues.


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Dil Kya Kare (1999) w/ Eng Sub - Hindi Movie - Part 16 (Last)

mlm minggu layan cerita hindi kat youtube...

dan..

tak pernah tak tersentuh bila tgk part ni..
jiwang betul tgk cerita kajol n ajay ni...

maal hijrah

it is a fight to leave the old bad habits..

but i have to really implement and understand the word SACRIFICE, PRESERVERANCE, HARSHIP, NO WEAK WILL..

and hope that everthings will pay back some day..someday...

Ya Allah, tolonglah hambamu yg lemah ni...

ups and downs...

i am currently byk kat DOWN instead of UP...

lom ada byk pencaapaian..lom boleh ada satu tepuk di bahu sendiri..

i need to be more productive!!

finishing within time---doakan daku!!!!!!!!!!!!

wanna share a link that been forwarded to my email today..

Factors Contributing to "Failure " of Sponsored PhD candidates to finish within the specified time

The MOHE grant was given to a group of academics to study the factors as well as the impact of sponsored academics to finish their PhD’s in the specified time. The study covered the time period 2000-2010. The method of data gathering was by issuing questionnaire as well as interviews. The respondents were the candidates, DVC, Deans and officers in charge of the study leave. For detailed analysis, refer to the report of Grant KPT 9003-00195.The study concludes that:

1. Those who studied overseas managed to complete their studies earlier than those who did so in local universities (4.3 years as opposed to 4.7 years)
2. Other secondary factors are attitude, health, and environmental
3. 35.5% found difficulty in writing chapters 4-6 (analysis, discussion and conclusion) and therefore could not complete within the time
4. 3 years is too short a time. 78.4% of respondents want this to be revised. Need and criteria depend on programme and the supervisor involved.
5. For those who completed the degree, the important contributing factors are preparation prior to study, the supervisor and self discipline are all contributing factors.

(The total number of respondents were 653)

refer here---:>http://jauharkalam.blogspot.com/2010/11/factors-contributing-to-failure-of.html