kata2 hikmah dr rakan2 facebook..

pinjam ayat2 best motivational dr status facebook kengkawan..

ni yg suka facebook ni...indirectly motivate n share the positive attitude

~It is important to work hard/smart, but it is much more important to be happy..~

Besar kurniaan Allah apabila kita berjaya suka apa yang kita buat. Jika tidak gembira dengan kerja, itulah 'neraka dunia'. Sabar dan cubalah menyukainya dengan disiplin, agar dapat Syurga Akhirat - Abu Saif

Every Choice is like a basket contains both Pleasure and Pain. When u pick up the basket,u get everything inside. If you choose to overeat, u get the pleasure of food, and the Pain of weight gain.If you choose to spend more than you earn, you get the Pleasure of acquisitions, and the pain of debt.. A STRONG CHOICE adds more Pleasure than Pain to ur life,increases your Happiness while a weak choice is other way round.

yg bawah ni yg paling best...:)

Bersabarlah wahai hati dalam menunggu tiba datangnya ketentuan Allah (Siti, 2010), kerana Dia sahaja yang tahu, samada datangnya ia dengan kadar cepat atau lambat (Ain, 2007)...

Reference:
Siti. 2010. Weii bila nak abis belajar nih. Curtin Uni, WA.
Ain, 2007. Sabor Siti. Universiti Putra Malaysia.

beza dolu n sekarang (+ve -ve)

dolu2, ain pikir n percaya yg ain ni seorang yg ceria..

though lack of self confidence, i just didnt care less...
i am happy with who I am...
i didnt have to aim n target too high, coz it just not my way..

i was happy to do things at my own pace...achiening my own targets..
didnt have to compete with anyone, but myself...

but when i read the previous blog entries from my yahoo 360 blog (blogging way back dr zaman master) and from this blog, i came to realize that i wasnt the happy girl like i used to be at schools...

masters journey have changed me in every way i can think of..

blame not...maybe diri terlalu fragile at that time..

so, muhasabah diri..

and here i am again..cheerful than ever...
enjoying life n phd research (harap semaunya lancar sampai ke sudah)
though pening kepala ngan phd journey, but at least i did not lose myself anymore..

dah nekad takkan biar diri terganggu dgn apa jua cabaran yg mendatang ms phd ni..

let bygone be bygone

blog ni dolu2 create sbg tempat lepaskan perasaan...

but right now, i want to forget the 'remarkable' master years and carry on my life without having to be too negative, emotional etc...

to keep this blog or not?

the circle of life

i cant say much...
I just hope that these bad people will learn their lesson n dibalas lebih hebat for what they have done to me.but, i just can sigh as i realize yg semua ini salah aku....
i am tired...
tired of being condemned 24/7..
do they think? berpikir pakai otak la...bukan pakai lutut!!!
pls think la wahai org hebat....
do you think i was enjoying myself when i was being asked sejuta kali about my past?
about my history..to be precise... .about my master?
come on..i already moved on...
we are talking about a new chapter or phase in my life..
why on earth you keep bringing up the matter?
I learnt my lesson....
You should advise..not condemn ...coz none of your words is helping meeeee..
NONE...
kata org kalo diam itu tak bermakna kalahhhhh..n yg bising itu yg menang..
I'm done with keeping my mouth shut hanya krn respects to senior....
I'm not doing things to impress you, or your your sake, reputation or what..
I'm doing and fighting for my future....
finish up what i have already started...yapppp..the path which i thought the best path 6 years agoo....

never again you will talk about my pastttttt.....
kerana pada masa itu, kala aku paling terasa akulah manusia yg paling teraniaya...
mungkin pada masa itu aku akan berdoa pada Allah agar berilah sehebat-hebat pengajaran pada mereka yg tega mengutuk aku...
kerana selama ini aku hanya berdia supaya Allah memberi aku kekuatan utk berperang dalam perjuangan ini....

dilemma

i feel like crying..
i dont know ..
people tend to treat me like i'm a slave n like i'm nobody...and you can simply make fun of me and my situation....as if i dont have any opinion, feelings n waterface.
treating me like i dont exist, but in the meantime, burden me with your things and works..
n of coz, the bad talkings u did..purposely or not..
i'm the one who have to shield myself from your mental tortures n bad comments..
like i'm a person with no feelings at all..i'm a human...
oh come on people...
if u dont like to stay n be around the people u hated the most, so do I ..
if u are not comfortable to be around the person who 24-7 bad mouthing n judging u, so do I..
then, why cant u understand my situation?
if the -ve auras are dominant than the +ve, why should i stay there?
if its beacuse of my job, then, i have to take the responsiblility, but dont simply look it as a chance for you to condemn myself if i lack the knowledge etc..
and pls try to understand others..
put yourself in their shoes....
i nearly lost faith that the world still have the good n kind hearted people..
after all this while, i thought i am strong enough to take the pressure...
n some how, those bad people will learn their lessons..
maybe i just need to be silent n accept all those wrong doings and the pain, and pray that the persons responsible will finally realize the bad things they have done to me n my life..
but, the thruth is, world n life just dont work that way..

the world nowadays

it has been a while...
yet i still have unfinished issues linger around me....
yep...i just need time to focus and recognize my priorities before i make any decisisons..its mostly regarding the future plans (doctorate studies etc)...and the impact of the decision to my life and family...
but what i want to share here is the sad story of my husband's best friend..
his marriage is about to fall apart....
it still in less than 5 years of their marriage life...
astagfirullah...
it is a shock to see such a loving couple ended to such situation..
where have the love and the understanding gone?
it has made me and my husband to more appreciate life..
we are praying for better tomorrow for both of them, but most of all, its their children that we are worried of...